Okay, so I have to be honest and say that in my last post I was less than honest. Obviously my commitment to myself and to my readers was not lived up to. I was going to try and post everyday but have failed in my half-hearted attempt. I was dishonest because I said that my feelings of depression was not to the extreme of having to resort to any type of drug to help with the onset of such an emotional state that I barely have the motivation to get out of bed sometimes. While it is true that I am not on any type of medication at this moment, I have come to the realization that maybe I need to stop feeling ashamed for how I feel and seeing myself as weak because I may need something to help me to cope once in a while.